Was watching 海派甜心 yesterday and today. Waiting for the ep to come out. Wanna continue watching. Really touching though.
Work tomorrow. Total GG. Look at the time now. Hais.
My heart don't feel good now. I guess I am weird. I hate it now that I am feeling this way.
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Friday, December 04, 2009
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Prank
I don't deny I am petty. I don't deny that I get angry easily.
School today was normal but better than other days. Had a little celebration for the December Babies. Okay, from there you can see how fuck the class is. But I mother fucking didn't care. Luckily there is still my clique and Qasrina's clique to make my day uh. I won't know how am I going to survive with those nerdz. Okay enough said. Don't come here and bark.
Wtf?
Nvm, at least I complete Biostats Project which make me happy today by a bit.
Maybe I may regret in future. But not for now.
School today was normal but better than other days. Had a little celebration for the December Babies. Okay, from there you can see how fuck the class is. But I mother fucking didn't care. Luckily there is still my clique and Qasrina's clique to make my day uh. I won't know how am I going to survive with those nerdz. Okay enough said. Don't come here and bark.
Recieve a sms from Brother saying that Ben jio me go watch Mulan at 4.25pm. I replied mai kay kay. And I thought it was cancelled. So, I headed home. Reached home, used comp for awhile. Wanted to go and sleep already then Tori Q Tmq called. It's Ben. He ask me where am I. I say at home.
What The Fuck Is With Today?
Then he HUH! I thought we are watching movie later. I HUH back. He say the movie was at 6.15pm. So, he offered to fetch me from home then go and watch. I say Ok. I called Brother after that I gan him la. Wtf. I everything also don't know man. Then in the end, Brother told Ben I don't wanna go. So Ben went home. Then I went to sleep.
Wtf?
Nvm, at least I complete Biostats Project which make me happy today by a bit.
Maybe I may regret in future. But not for now.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
One thing I believe
Was playing with these retarded things for 1 hour for Organic Chem Practical today. Skipped Communication Skill lesson today and only went for the Practical. Cause I was unable to wake up. >.<
Travel to Tampines and have lunch with Brother. After that work. After work, ate laksa for supper at Tampines area with Brother.
I need another bank account for saving! If not I cannot see my hard earned money. So broke now! Waiting for Payday!
School next week is good. Cause a lot is Elearning. Means I can study for common test at home liao. And, am not working next week. Ok, kinda sad cause no work but for study sake uh. Cannot slack liaoz. Because all my results not that good. Got C for Comm Skill's proposal and presentation leh. Sianz. Good thing is it is only 2 credits. Hehe. So won't affect much though.
Woots, making dumpling for Project 1 tomorrow. Hehe! Hope all will success. Will get to eat Popiah and Tang Yuan and Nian Gao tomorrow. Wooooo. I love fooooood.
Need to stay back with Qasrina to do the biostats project tomorrow. Hope can finish all. Don't know is good or bad to group with her! All my lab do with her. Now Biostats also group with her. HAHA! But she is good at making people laugh! I can't imagine if she is not in our class. Omg, will be bored to death. All nerdz. Lol.
&&& the another person I mention last post is Ben la. -.- Already say go see Ben's butt-less car right. Esther dumb dumb still ask. Lol
Okokokokokokokok, I wannnnna go sleeeep liaoz. Tmr lesson at 8am Omfg. Hais.
Bai
It's time to save up for my future.
I want Santa to leave me a Blackberry as present this Christmas!
Hais, I think in my dreams. ):
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
The Distance Between Us
4 freaking hours of lecture will kill me today. Some more I sotong bring wrong Lecture notes. Don't know why, school on Tuesday seems to be very fun. Biochem Lab was super fun with the Dr Cherine Tan. Her laughter was damn funny that you will laugh when she laugh. &&& she even button her labcoat wrongly and the whole class laugh like mad. Even those that don't know what was happening also laugh like crazy woman. For example: Qasrina and Seri.
Brother offers to fetch me from school! At first I thought nothing. So, I waited for him for like 20 minutes in school. & even bought him bubble tea! Haha. Then I saw another person in the van. Then I -.-. Went to see Ben's butt-less car (hahaha) cause kenna kiss by Van. His car total gone case at the back. Throw him there & left to Office to change coin then back to Tampines Mall. Went to Foodcourt to eat. I watch them eat. Haha.
Brother offers to fetch me from school! At first I thought nothing. So, I waited for him for like 20 minutes in school. & even bought him bubble tea! Haha. Then I saw another person in the van. Then I -.-. Went to see Ben's butt-less car (hahaha) cause kenna kiss by Van. His car total gone case at the back. Throw him there & left to Office to change coin then back to Tampines Mall. Went to Foodcourt to eat. I watch them eat. Haha.
& Guess who I saw?
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GABRIEL SIEW HAO YANG!!!
He pon CCA and went to TM to watch Mulan!
Bad!
Long time since I saw him!!! Ok, he is still the same. As cute as before. Lashes still as long. I hope what I blog out won't become a hot topic. Lol. Just joking. Don't take it too seriously. Hehe.
Awww, Esther just told me the shoe I bought online don't have my size. Emo sia. I like that shoe la. ): All those I like one all no stock lo. Already kenna refund 1 item liao. Now another 1. Hais. Suay lo. Hope can faster get the rest soooooooon! So long lo. Idiot one. Haha.
I thought my birthday next year will falls on Good Friday. But it's not. ):
I wannna go sleeeeep NAO. Nights.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Never Gone
2 weeks to common test and I have not even studied. WTF! No time at all. Weekends=Work. Weekdays=Do homework that is not done. Oh man, I fucking need a life. And a fucking phone. Random I know.
Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where ae you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?
Suddenly,
Am starting to miss these people.Never Gone- Backstreet Boys
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you are
Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (yeah!)
Never gone
No, no, no, no
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow) somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah)
Never gone (gone from me)
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
(I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere)
(Never gone) Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah)
I know you would be forever in my life
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are)
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Your Return
Got this from: http://l-ongenough.blogspot.com/
Super Touching Story.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.
This so-called answer made her angry..
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
When things just started going right, it went wrong again.
Super Touching Story.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.
This so-called answer made her angry..
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
When things just started going right, it went wrong again.
Friday, November 27, 2009
High
Work was damn High today! Lol. Watsons was having sales and they get those 'DJ' to advertise. So they were Blasting music from morning till 8pm. Though we need to shout when we take orders, but their music are high. Make us all damn High la. Lol. And today is a Busy day! Lol. Good thing is they are here till Sunday! Which means there is music tomorrow too. Haha!! Awesome!
Damn tired now.
Thinking about all the reports & projects I have to do. Oh my. FML. Hate it.
& seriously hate Bus service 27! I am almost late for work today because for the Bus. 2 Bus 27 was fucking full and I got no choice but to cab to work today. Waste lao niang de hard earn money. Why can't they increase the frequency of Bus 27 when they know that today is a Public Holiday! Argh!!
Touched. :O
Damn tired now.
Thinking about all the reports & projects I have to do. Oh my. FML. Hate it.
& seriously hate Bus service 27! I am almost late for work today because for the Bus. 2 Bus 27 was fucking full and I got no choice but to cab to work today. Waste lao niang de hard earn money. Why can't they increase the frequency of Bus 27 when they know that today is a Public Holiday! Argh!!
Touched. :O
Weak.
Am getting sick of my life soon.
It's like a cycle every week.
Does money really makes the world go round?
Am seriously very tired every week.
Am falling sick soon like again.
When I haven really recover from flu last week.
Sucks.
Went to school today, not feeling well. Wanted to vomit in the bus. But didn't la. Was giddy the whole day. I thought is because I didn't have dinner and breakfast. I ate a little during Project 1 but still giddy. But still went to work. Okay. My head and back is aching like fuck now.
Fuck la. Why am I getting weaker and weaker.
Hais, sometimes, I just can't speak what is on my mind. Then I will end up being the one who suffers. But nevermind. Sometimes, it's better to not speak. Just endure.
Okay, Bai.
I Hate Everything NAO.
It's like a cycle every week.
Does money really makes the world go round?
Am seriously very tired every week.
Am falling sick soon like again.
When I haven really recover from flu last week.
Sucks.
Went to school today, not feeling well. Wanted to vomit in the bus. But didn't la. Was giddy the whole day. I thought is because I didn't have dinner and breakfast. I ate a little during Project 1 but still giddy. But still went to work. Okay. My head and back is aching like fuck now.
Fuck la. Why am I getting weaker and weaker.
Hais, sometimes, I just can't speak what is on my mind. Then I will end up being the one who suffers. But nevermind. Sometimes, it's better to not speak. Just endure.
Okay, Bai.
I Hate Everything NAO.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
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